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Congratulations in getting a new job and please appreciate that ALL of us experience in a new job, and especially as you have been out of work for a while.
Please consider the following -
1. It's tough out there and they read and liked your resume
2. They called you for an interview and you passed their interview process
3. You stated that you had psychiatric testing but I am assuming this was instead psychometric testing. Hard to BS this and you passed their testing.
4. You passed the medical
5. They employed you as a fulltime employee which is no.
So when in doubt please give yourself some credit for this.
The first few weeks will be information overload, so when you experience anxiety during your training perhaps use a note book and jot down bullet points, so that you can refer back to these later. Alternatively (and you must always ask permission first) hit record on your phone and use this as a reference later. Another member mentioned Rescue Remedy. I haven't used this but know people that swear that this helps. You can buy this at a chemist and it's a mixture of herbs that you apply drops to your tongue or I believe there are lozenges and these provide relaxation, clarity and focus. Perhaps massage, hypnotherapy, essential oils or other alternative options may help you. Or when I used to do public speaking (which caused me great anxiety) they used to say to imagine your audience nude...........this never worked for me as there was always a hottie in the front row and this would have been way too distracting
Good luck and don't give up as whilst you may not currently believe in yourself and your abilities, your new employers obviously did
