See, that's why pm dealers put a high premium / spread sell>buy back, just like you, they don't wanna be the ones giving away their money. In the end, in this silver stockpiling/destockpiling, every profit implies a loss elsewhere, so one has to pay, and by now it became clear that the one you bought your coins fom, was (so far) the smartest. Two months ago you asked for the "best way to buy silver/gold to make a return", well, ask the one you bought from. You can see his return in the mirror.